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Still not quite feeling like huge paragraphs of angst at you just yet. Maybe things will resolve themselves, maybe not. We'll see.

So, instead I'll give you... a pretentious angsty lyrics post! Without LJ-cut! Because you needed another one of those on your LiveJournal friends list. Ha. I'm so considerate.

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[Intro]
I want to get out of this mess
But I have no feeling
Make a life for myself, or perhaps
Count the holes in the ceiling

I want to get out of distress
But I have no answer
It breeds and it feeds on itself
Like a terminal cancer


[Chorus]
(And) So I fly
To escape my depression
Leave it to grow for too long
And it becomes an obsession
So I cry
I can't escape my depression
Left it alone for too long
And it became an obsession


[Verse]
Losing all the things I can create
This angst just doesn't compensate
Everywhere to go and no direction
Wallow in a hole that's filled with pretension

[Verse]
There is no try, the green master say
And I can't remember what I want to do today
Everywhere to go and no direction
Sitting in my hole, it's a jealous possession


[Bridge vox]
No muse to use, to confuse or enthuse
Nothing is left for creativity
It's hard to create in total liberty
I wish I could find the rest of me


[Verse]
I see her there and my thoughts they turn to lust
But my words will only turn to dust
Everywhere to go and no direction
Dragged into a hole, it's my hidden dimension


[Outro]
Escape from mental anarchy
Break the cycle of vanity
Hold what's left of my sanity
Help me find my humanity