Hermitness.
Sep. 16th, 2004 05:40 pmI'm feeling just a bit like a social pariah at the moment. This isn't a pity post, though.
Some people whom I have in the past considered friends seem to have pretty much stopped talking to me, for some reason. There are a few people around the place who say that we really ought to catch up sometime, but won't let themselves be nailed down to actually doing so.
So. If I've inadvertently done some crap that makes you not want to associate with me, let me know. I can't fix things I don't know are broken, and if things are irrevocably broken I'd rather not keep exercising my futility. If you'd really rather not socialise with me, and are only saying things like that to be "nice", let me know. Bite the bullet, and kick that puppy. It'll be less painful for everyone in the long run. It's only the constantly reopening wounds that I can't heal.
Don't think I won't miss you, though. I may do already.
Some people whom I have in the past considered friends seem to have pretty much stopped talking to me, for some reason. There are a few people around the place who say that we really ought to catch up sometime, but won't let themselves be nailed down to actually doing so.
So. If I've inadvertently done some crap that makes you not want to associate with me, let me know. I can't fix things I don't know are broken, and if things are irrevocably broken I'd rather not keep exercising my futility. If you'd really rather not socialise with me, and are only saying things like that to be "nice", let me know. Bite the bullet, and kick that puppy. It'll be less painful for everyone in the long run. It's only the constantly reopening wounds that I can't heal.
Don't think I won't miss you, though. I may do already.
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Date: 2004-09-16 06:30 am (UTC)*guilty*
I have not been on #wicca for ages. I found the few friends I had there were worth coming and seeing, but the folks who still hold a grudge for me trying my darndest to make the channel marginally civil just won't let it be. I doubt I will be spending any more time there actually.
Trust is not an issue, just circles. The ones I am in right now are taking time from the ones I used to be in. Be well.
If you want to chat....firesinger at pagans dot org....
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Date: 2004-09-16 11:11 am (UTC)The gesture's appreciated - many thanks.